Sometimes I wonder why I can’t be blessed like other people I know. It really bothers me that my parents could buy me a house but won’t. That just really really bothers me.
They go off for months and months at a time and travel and I’m here. If it were me, I would totally buy [...]
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Midnight blues..part 2
Posted in Life on March 26, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Midnight blues!
Posted in Life on March 24, 2007 | No Comments »
Well things are going well. I’m going to school now and things are looking up. I’m tired and thought I would have more time..RIGHT!
The only thing I am missing is my own house and another child.
Both of those are really tugging at me but there isn’t anything I can do for either one.
I don’t know [...]
I want to go home.
Posted in Life on October 14, 2006 | 1 Comment »
Since this is my secret place, I know there is a lot of venting and ranting but it’s the only place I can do it without people I don’t want reading reading…
I am so homesick :( I want to go back home. I miss my parents (shocker…), I miss the food, I miss the language, [...]
*Insert witty title here*
Posted in Life on September 17, 2006 | No Comments »
Well my parents are sending me birthday money. It should be on it’s way so I’m sitting tight. I have no idea how much it’s going to be.
Things have been pretty good other than that. Hubby is happier and I can see his old self back. I think he was devoting too much of his [...]
Hello out there?
Posted in Life on September 5, 2006 | 1 Comment »
Wow, so it’s been that long? Well I’m here. I almost forgot about this place and I probably could have used it in the last few months.
Situations are still the same. I am hopeful that my birthday presents from my folks will be sizable. I could be wrong but from what my mom told me [...]
Nostalgia
Posted in Life on May 15, 2006 | No Comments »
Here I am listening to a CD from where I'm from and it takes me back to my college years. Makes me a little sad but it reminds me of good times and simpler times. Life doesn't ever seem to get easier, just harder.
I have realised something this year. That no matter what I have [...]
What else can go wrong?
Posted in Life on April 20, 2006 | 1 Comment »
Hubby hit his head on the door on Monday night. Tuesday night, he starts acting weird. He's slurring words, staggering, has a headache from hell, can't remember things right. He knew he knew people but didn't know how he knew them or their names. He thought our appartment was layed out wrong. He described our [...]
*sigh*
Posted in Life on April 18, 2006 | 4 Comments »
So we've been thinking about buying a house. Mainly because my parents said they would help. I would love to have a house, always have but I don't want to have a high mortgage. Maybe I'm being selfish but my parents could just buy me the house outright if they wanted to. That would be [...]
Avoidable deaths.
Posted in Life on April 15, 2006 | 1 Comment »
In the past few weeks, we have had 2 little girls murdered. One in my city and one about an hour away. In both cases, the girls went out in their neighborhood…alone.
We had a serial rapist and he would rape children..all of them had the windows unlocked or open.
I don't understand. All this is so [...]
money money money
Posted in Life on March 18, 2006 | 2 Comments »
Well here is my biggest struggle: money. I am so broke. I have had to let all my bills go this month, which won’t help when next month rolls around. I don’t know what to do anymore. How do i always get in this mess? I hate money, it’s my biggest stress factor.
I need a [...]
