Since this is my secret place, I know there is a lot of venting and ranting but it’s the only place I can do it without people I don’t want reading reading…
I am so homesick :( I want to go back home. I miss my parents (shocker…), I miss the food, I miss the language, I actually miss the dubbed TV….
My life isn’t turning into what I had thought. It’s not that I’m not happy but I’m just not where I wanted to be, where I thought I would be 10 years ago.
I don’t regret being married, I don’t regret having a kiddo. I know I married who I was supposed to and when I was supposed to.
So why do I feel like this? I wish I could just pack up my whole family and go home. I don’t want to go to work anymore, I hate the girl I work with. The job is ok for the money, I can’t complain there.
Am I just this disillusioned? I wanted to live here so bad and now that I’m here, I just want to go home. My husband loves Europe too. I miss being able to go see castle ruins, museums, seeing old buildings old around, walking around canals or rivers. I MISS THE FOOD! lol
*sigh*
I’m sorry you’re homesick hun. I know the feeling - I felt the same way when I first got married and moved away from my parents. If it’s something serious, you should talk to your husband about it - maybe he wants to go back to Europe too!
Good luck.